Just can't

Sometimes I just can't. Put my thoughts into concise sentences. Let go of anger enough to think straight. figure out my boundaries with my kids. Be patient. Feel sexy. Enjoy playing games with my kids. Stop my self from yelling. Remember to take care of myself. Bother with taking a shower, cause it feels like so much effort. Put on the happy face. Find a good attitude. Keep track of everything that needs to be done. Get it done, even if I have kept track. Figure out what to do with 10 minutes, other than sit and write about what I can't do.